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There's Always Been A Rainbow Hangin' Over Your Head

Rainbows. They mean so much to many different communities and groups of people. When you google them the first thing that comes up is that they are a symbol of peace and love. For the LGBTQ community, they became a symbol when an activist created a rainbow flag in which each color had a meaning associated with their culture. It’s still used today as a sign of pride and love not only in the LGBTQ community but also to show support for them. That is why I wanted to wait until pride month had concluded before explaining rainbows and their specific narrowed meaning to me. As major Lisa Frank fan and follower, I was a huge fan of rainbows growing up. (I say “was” like I didn’t buy Lisa Frank tattoos for a local cornhole tournament with a group of attorneys and convince a few judges to actually put the tattoos on within the last three years or so…ok, so I’m still a Lisa Frank fan.) I always thought rainbows were so beautiful. My elementary school had a huge rainbow mural across...
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Why I'm Hoping for a "Mermaid"

As a child, I was convinced that Ariel and I were one. We were the same person, and I was so sure that I was a mermaid that I would sit on my bedroom floor pretending to give my voice to seawitch, “Ah ah ah, ah, ah, ahhhhhh” as I lifted a yellow goldish bouncy ball into the air acting as if it was the visual of my voice lifting up to Ursula. During the summer, I would cross my legs at the ankles to make sure I could swim like a mermaid refusing to separate my legs to the point of sinking at times. I was going to be a mermaid. I was a mermaid. You would NOT believe how pissed I was when I found out that my mom wanted to name me Ariel and my dad crushed that with, “I’m not naming my kid after an antenna.” Aerial does not equal Ariel. Thanks, nerd. I kid, Dad. Love you… but like – COME ON  In the midst of all my dreaming and planning (I am such a planner that I follow paper planners on all my social media) as an adult, I came across a maternity shirt that I quickly pinned on Pinterest...

Be Still, Girl, Chill.

I’m not one of those people who pushes my beliefs or religion on other people. In all honesty, I rarely even talk about my religion. Emily Post says not to, so I try to keep things to myself. It’s rare that I even talk about politics because of that as well. However, for this post, I’m going to talk a little about how infertility brought me and my husband back to church. We were spiritual people, but we hadn’t made many efforts to find a church home since we were married. My husband hadn’t gone to church in quite a while. I had never really had a church home growing up. I went with friends often, but I didn’t have a home church. In the midst of all of the pain we were going through, we decided to try a church because it reminded me of the one, I visited the most at home. Also, it was beautiful, and I wanted to go inside. I felt a pull to that church because I was judging that book by it’s cover, which by the way, I often do, and it hasn’t really let me down just yet. Luckily for ...